Saying sorry doesn't always mean it's your fault. It just means that you want to make up with that person and forget about everything.
So now, I say sorry and I miss you to Meriel Louise Diaz Rolle..
I know we have made up but everything does not seem like it. You don't talk to me, you don't even say hi. So I don't want to make the first move because my biggest fear is to be rejected. I have accepted my fault. So, yes, I didn't forgive you that easy when that happened and I respect you for treating me this way. I just want to let you know that I am sincere with my sorry. I hold nothing against you or your relationship. And, I'd really love to have that talk with the rest of DoMeRutHaNiChe to solve our problems and perhaps have a bonding time which, by the way, we barely do.
And to DoMe, I just want to be let in .. let in the conversations, let in your chats and laughs. I hate being left out. Nag-iisa na nga ako, iiwan niyo pa ko .. and I mean that in this manner: Cherry always talks to Vergel (and once, left me alone by the calesa, feeling ko nga napahiya ako dun), Meriel and Nicole - understandable because they've been close for two consecutive years, Ruth who never talks to me anymore or says hi even though I do (nagha-hi ka lang sa kung sino man kasama ko), I have nothing to say about Dom because she's the only one who still tells me things .. So yes, it's over dramatic. But I don't care, I expect that you, intellectuals, will understand because first and foremost, you are my best friends. But I guess that's just the problem, I expected too much. I'm sorry if anything I have said hurt you but I can't expect me to be "plastic" with what I think/feel. Have a great night.
-S
