The Comeback

It's been a while since I last posted something here. And I guess what brought me back is what always brings me back - the feeling of loneliness.

I have been reflecting recently. There are so many thoughts I can no longer contain but at the same time, I cannot share these thoughts for fear of not being taken seriously or that I may be of bother to them.

I have been having problems with motivation and I guess it was quite timely that I saw the movie The Art of Getting By (2011).  It has been in my hard drive since I first heard it would be aired on ETC but I never watched it.  If you asked me the movie is underrated or perhaps I'm a bit biased considering I can relate to it.

Just to give an overview, George Zinavoy (Freddie Highmore) is a high school senior who feels unmotivated to do anything particularly school work.  He also believes that falling in love is a waste of time and that life can be allotted for much more important things - that is until he met Sally Howe (Emma Roberts).

This year (2014), I cry pretty easily.  At the end of this film, the "feels" got to me and I teared up mainly because he finally found the push he needed to finish high school and that helped me find mine, sort of.  Today, I had every intention of finishing my work but to my surprise, I had little work to do.  But, recreation-wise, I finally did some of the things I have been wanting to do like watch the new episodes of Once Upon a Time.

At the end of the day, we always ask the (cliche) question: What is the purpose of my life? or What am I doing here?. From the recent installment of our Skills Training Enhance Program (STEP Up), I learned that the things (or answers) you need cannot always be said.  You would just know.  And I intend to find my answer, my purpose.

You should find yours too.

Toodles~
Alice

College?!

Well, well, well...

Look who made it through her first sem in her dream university!  *party poppers*

I honestly thought I'd have more time to blog given the less overwhelming schedule but, as it turns out, I actually became "more responsible" with my studies. *shock*

I just stopped by to update because I found out that someone I know actually checks my blog :))) oh well. At least I now know someone reads here. LOL.

'Till next time :)

Toodles~

Jealous over games?

Ian loves to play computer games. As in he's almost never had a day when he did not play. It's okay to have something to do to get away from the busy schedules but to get addicted with them is another thing.

Sometimes, I worry because he tends to neglect his studies. I know he has changed. He told me that. But now, he still spends most of the day endlessly trying to reach his goal or go to the next level. If you ever saw his facebook page, you'll know that he really likes playing. Han, if you're reading this, I'm sorry but it is what I think. Please understand.

Jealousy.. Well you know online rpg games? If you do you know that there is bound to be a love story there. And I don't know... I get insecure maybe because Ican't play the game. I also get jealous when he forgetsto reply just because he's playing. I'm not overly attached... I actually let him do what he loves. Just as long as he has time for us.


Don't get too addicted with games!
Toodles~

INJUSTICE!!

LIFE IS GOOD AGAIN!

Hahaha.  I just had to say that because after trying several times, I finally defeated BANE! Hooray. It is so overwhelming.  I know that there are so much more levels but I just have to cherish this moment.

If you don't know what I'm talking about well you should get yourself INJUSTICE: GODS AMONG US it is always free on the App Store but if you'd rather have the play station version, I wouldn't blame you. It is really really quite awesome.

Here's a photo :)

The game is mainly about DC (and Marvel, but mostly DC) heroes going bad and they teleport to another time where the heroes are good. Something like that,  I forgot. But they end up fighting each other!

Well as usual Joker is the mastermind of the evil heroes but you get to play him too but as a good guy. :D I myself is still getting the hang of it but the intensity is getting high. Characters with a life of 2400, I mean come on! :)) It is really addicting and  good time-passer.

As of the moment I only have four characters but I am saving up for a silver booster pack as recommended by a good friend.

See you around!  I got to play this star level now.

Toodles~

Where's the Blue?

Lol.

I decided to change my layout and template! Yey! It is kind of contrary to the whole "blue crown" thing but orange IS the complement (or is it compliment) of blue. :D  At least that's what my grade school Arts teacher said. :))

I will find a blue crown.  I promise that. But for now, I am going orange.  I don't know, I just like it. :) It has a summer vibe.  Speaking of summer, how's yours? I've been to two swimming-outings so far and I have been going back and forth my university for requirements.  Though I wish i had more to do than sit in front of the computer all day.

Anyways, keep on smiling.
Toodles~

Meet Andrew

This is Andrew <3 My new Minion! :))

Ian gave this to me after he bought it with his timezone tickets from when he and his family went out for a "family day out".

We named him several other names before sticking with "Andrew".  His name before Andrew was Han Juu which translates to 01-10, our anniversary date.  I kept on repeatedly saying it until Ian came up with the idea. :)) Clever, huh? :)

Now, he's the one beside me every night <3

Sweet Dreams ;)
Toodles~

It's new year?!

I did not realize that my Easter post was my first one this year.  Maybe perhaps because I have a Happy New Year post in my drafts and failed to realize it.  Oh well.  Happy 2013 then!

Wow, it's been a long year (2012) and now, 2013 seems even longer but shorter in terms of how long I will get to see my high school friends.  I'm off to college in the next school year. A lot of errands to be run.  I like doing it though.  It makes me feel mature, plus I get to go places instead of locking myself up in our condo-partment feeling like I'm in a sauna with the heat.

I feel right at home with my university.  I'm quite excited to be there as much as I m terrified.  I even made a new blog just to document it.  I really should be cautious with what I write. :))

Anyway, I'll be sure to keep in touch.  Nothing much to do here. -____-
Toodles!~