Thrice we fought, once we hugged.
You thought of giving up,
I thought of doubts.
I don't feel any spark at all,
But it's obvious that you're very serious.
You've become a close friend of mine,
And sadly, you need to accept that that's all we'll ever be.
I felt guilty for your every depression.
They said you'll eventually get over it.
'Till then, the heavy feeling will have to stay.
Along with the thought that I lost a friend.
Sorry, if you thought that everything went to waste.
I was only waiting for the time that I learnt to love you.
I felt the need to dump you
For I've damaged you so much already.
I can still remember how this all started,
And can't believe it ended this way.
I actually missed the times you bump us in the hallway
Which were replaced by you avoiding me.
I'll miss all your sweet and emo group messages
But I'll have to get over that as well.
I'm sorry.
Written on the 5th of August 2010
