Yes, "STEPHANIEMO". That's what Kuya Alexis used to call me because I was quite of an emo then. Well it's back. :|
Well, for starters, I just had an argument with my dad yesterday evening about my boyfriend Ian. I was so devastated about that, I just can't help but cry. He has a point, I admit, but he has no right to judge the guy when he doesn't even know him. He has no right of accusing him of bad influence when in fact, Ian was the best guy friend I ever had and I won't let anyone hurt him or his feelings. I love him way too much.
Second, I am angry at one of my best friends, I don't hate her, just mad. It is because I feel betrayed with the fact that she ignored everything I said without even taking them into consideration, I mean, why would you waste your time and effort giving pieces of advice to someone who would take it and just ignore it? I hate how Tomy "defends" her side. He knows nothing and I mean nothing to be putting himself into this. He doesn't know the least of me. I don't trust him and I hate him. It wasn't this way at first but he has come to deserve it. The first reason I got mad was because of the date they decided to become a couple which was June 21. The 21st of every month was our monthsary (DoMeRutHaNiChe). I feel betrayed because of the mere fact that I was the one who created the group (and unappreciated for it) and again, she ignored everything I have told her. Meriel, you are the only one in the group that I'd love to get to know better and I found it quite hard because at first I felt that you "stole" Nicole from me but I got over that. And I hate having to be mad at my friends because, well, you are my friend. The reason why I keep saying "you don't understand me" because I have had a point in life where I cried buckets of tears over our friendship and that was July 22, 2010 when you people decided to get mad at me for not being at ONE, I repeat ONE, DoMeRutHaNiChe Monthsary. You said I was replacing you when I wasn't. And that is what I don't want to happen because I know Meriel is very fragile. I have seen her cry a lot of times. So, why would you wait for something you don't like to happen happen when you know you can do something about it?
Glad that's out.
